Snake Eyes
("The Very Worst of Luck")
About three
blocks from my house, Wilmington ,
NC , Mary Baker Eddy wrote her
book, Science and Health". The beginning of the "so called" Christian
Science religion. This so called religion is neither science nor Christian.
Rather, built on the premise that everything in the world is spiritual, not psychical....so
the problems of life, whatever they are: overeating, cancer, rude
children...are not physical but spiritual; not real, and therefore, easy to
control. So, they put out these "outlandish" advertisements, that
just reading her book can help in the control of all human problems (issues),
even smoking and drinking. But, the most far reaching of all, a cure for
homosexuality.
Perhaps somewhere it has been explained, the
plight of the illiterate who cannot read or the blind who cannot read. Their
church is built around a "reading room." If they only knew, their
reading time could be so much better spent, just reading the book that God took
time to write (have written) along with everything else he did (creating the
physical world and everything in it), the REAL answer book.
Jesus dealt
with the psychical during his short time on this earth (33 years). God in man,
he was hungry, he saw many sick people whom he did not heal; saw much sin, and
especially, Roman slavery, which he did nothing about. He saw the inequities of
man-kind, royalty as well as poverty. The problem I have had in my belief
system, throughout life, not just because I am a totally blind man, not just
because I was raised in poverty, not just because I have been exposed to every
type hypocrisy the world could receive; WHY we all are expected to believe and
worship our sovereign creator, on such an uneven "playing field."
Oh, the
traps of the human mind! Oh, the plight of a woman in a wheel-chair attempting
to prepare food with counters and tables built for "normal" people.
Everything in the world was built for the "normal." How can a blind
person find ANYTHING, especially when there are "unthinking" people
around who move everything. Most of my life is filled with frustration from
paying good money to employees who do not give a "rosy-dam" about my
situation.
When I was
in College, half-starved, always in a state of depression; I would observe the
better-heeled students (those who could afford to eat in the better
restaurants, where better clothes, and drive fancy cars), playing the game of
"dice-throwing." It did not bother them at all to lose money, or to
take their friends' money...it was all a game of chance. And this would be
their attitude throughout life. In 2015, $91.5 B dollars was spent in the
gaming industry, $240 B in gambling industry. Gambling/gaming is as much a way
of life around the world, as people breathing.
This world
traveler looked into the great casinos at Monte Carlo ,
Panama , Atlantic City ...and many other such places.
One, reading the movie magazines, following lives of the "rich and
famous" on television, would think that only those with money would be
risking their money...most of it not hard-earned, as those of us that work. To
my surprise, it seems that those in the casinos were very ordinary people. Of
course, every Nation/State/most Counties must get into the action...lottery
games, such as "powerball" and "megamillions." The
politicians have sense enough to put these sales-spots for lottery tickets in
the poorest areas of town. Once, when this rider had given a blistering speech
against the lottery (before it came to NC) on the radio, one prominent citizen
whom I respected very much had called and said, "Dr. Morris is so wrong,
every person has a right to hope, and making a large sum of money, even when
the odds against you are so great, is the only hope that many poor people
have."
In the
business world, the political world, and even (I must say) among most of our
church friends...so many smile at us while deep inside they hate us. This is
the whole philosophy of gambling, falsity. The sales-world is built around
false advertisement. Sales-people smiling at you (whether on a used car lot, or
at the cash register in your local grocery store,), while taking your money,
deep inside they just detest your very life, your very ability to spend money.
Many would
say that even Jesus was born with the dice tossed showing "snake
eyes." It is hard to think that any child has had a worse birth-place,
lived a more desperate life (never owned anything, never had a home that he
called his own, had to depend on the generosity of others). Most of us have had
hard lives. Most of the truly rich men I have known negotiated from hard lives,
and were not ashamed to talk about it. The only shame comes in conniving that
you did by yourself. It is so important to give all credit to the one who was
generous enough to give us life, and to protect us through whatever life throws
our way....whether from an inherited disease, crippledness, or even ugliness.