Rudderless
The LORD [is] my light and my salvation; whom shall I
fear? the LORD [is] the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid (Psalm
27:1)?
In the
historic précis, Isaiah's Job, Albert Jay Nock states, "Even the
greatest mind can not possibly know everything."
But he went
on to say, that those who have not seen mankind, masses over the world, can not
possibly understand what has happened. This writer, world traveler through
every continent, although totally blind, attempts to explain what my other
senses have evoked.
Traveling
through communist countries (Russia,
China,
etc), police controlled states (Sayshals, Chili, etc.) you find a people who do
not have standards of conduct-worthless-depraved are easy to control. I can
state without fear of contradiction that only Christian nations have enjoyed
what civilized people call success. Tyrants have always feared the doctrines
possessed in freedom characterized by Jesus Christ. TYRANTS-DICTATORS FEAR
TRUTH. (John 8:32) Yet, even the world's best know
Christian nation (America declared a Christian nation by the supreme court
1799-1892), has sunk into the mire of unbelief. Janet Reno, attorney general
under Bill Clinton stated "Any person believing in the second coming of
Jesus Christ is dangerous, has mental problems." Perhaps this is the reason she could stand by
so casually during the Waco and Oklahoma City massacre by federal officials.
Unbelievers
and to some extent, believers, are always putting God on trial. If I were God,
I would give these pagan people something to talk about since they seemingly
have trouble understanding, floods, earthquakes, blizzards, disease, etc. Perhaps
he needs to send several fast-exploding-bright meteors into all parts of the
world instead of just Russia.
($33 million dollars in damage, 1,500 injured, exploding meteor hitting Chelyabinsk, Russia. http://theweek.com/article/index/240598/where-exactly-did-the-russian-meteor-come-from)
This writer crossed Lake Baikal, Siberia, one
of the world's largest lakes when the lake was frozen solid (12,248 square miles
and 5,387 feet deep, created by a meteor). Not far, Tunguska
knocked down nearly 80 million trees when an object from space landed, over an
area covering 2,150 square miles, to this day, still smoking and enlarging in size. How many citizens know
about the Yellowstone volcano in this country,
very active, 50 miles across? How many
Christians know about the Sea of Galilee where
our blessed Lord spent most of his life here on earth, 17 miles wide, 39 miles
in length. Admit it, from our puritan-pilgrim ancestors landing here seeking
God's blessings in freedom, just wanting opportunity, we have become a profane
society, a culture vented in decadence.
Absolute
values, moral scruples, the foundation of all spiritual principles (Judeo-
Christian faith), no longer nurtured by political forces, pastors of the
gospel, or even concerned parents.
In other
articles, I have spoken of my long time service as a military medical officer.
At the women's army core center of the army (WACS, Fort McClellan)
where I was on staff at the army hospital, I filled in for
psychological-sociological doctors. From the post stockade to the emergency
room, a constant flow of psychological disorders.
I will
never forget her, every time I am in a dark closet I think of her, an
18-year-old WAC from a drug infested, sexually stupefied home. Her first words
to me, "My mother was a zombie. As a small child, she would lock me in a
closet for days. I kept my nose down at the bottom of the door where I could
breathe air from the other room and occasionally see light coming under the
crack under the door. She had a cat which was fed regularly, but not me. My
tears or screams did not bother her." Later, this girl was put in a foster
home where she was treated more like a slave or animal than a person but she
put up with the abuse because something else might be worse. The later, a
relative helped her enlist in the army.
In the
military, in hospitals across this nation, stories like these are more expected
than the exception.
My aunt was
dietician at the O'Berry Center (neuro-medical unit for children) Goldsboro, NC.
She told me how these macro cephalic, micro cephalic, other thrown away
children with multiple defects where treated...children who knew nothing about
anything, scolded-whipped, for things which they did not even understand. Much
like the Cherry Hospital,
right across the highway, Goldsboro,
long time known as the asylum for negro insane where until recent years the basics
of eugenics were practiced (surgical removal of reproductive organs, male and
female). I knew a psychiatrist at Dorothy Dicks
Hospital, Raleigh, NC.
(In another article I have described my aunt Lizzy, placed there because her
brothers and sisters wanted this single woman's land. She was sane when she was
placed there but very insane at her death.) The psychiatrist told me that those
placed in these Dead Pits (movie 1989), "If they could chose, would chose
death." He said, "One can not even imagine the horror stories of most
mental hospitals. I don't know what they did before the use of tranquillizers."
The greatest tragedy, children caught in these treatment Hell holes of
restraint. BUT, children are not supposed to act like children, mature as
children. Public schools have become a display case of drug use (psychotropic
medications).
It is a
tough time to be a Christian but just think how much tougher it is for the
unbeliever, those without hope. The great writer Malcolm Muggeridge said,
"The mission of Christianity, to instill hope in those who are
hopeless."
We will
never understand why the innocent must suffer, the disabled, most of us would
give anything not to be disabled (your writer is a totally blind, 100% disabled
army medical officer of the Korean war). Think of the 53 million beautiful
babies killed before ever experiencing the first breathes of life. I think of
Ogden Nash's poem as he described his dislike for little boys because little
boys grow up and are attracted to his little girls.
Assembling
in your threads of life experiences, the many knots on the back of the carpet,
one remarkable gold thread of truth permeates-enhances all the colors. It is
the truth that throughout life a ticket or passport or some other method of
showing payment is always demanded before entrance. We don't care what the
heathen think. The Christian has his passport stamped, his tickets all marked
"Paid in full."