Finding One Thing

I notice there is a consistency of silence among the general population, in restaurants and public places. They seem subdued withering in a cloud of discontent.

When I was younger, sighted, more energy, so interested in every thing, so intent on changing the world. I am much too old now, too tired to fight but, I can assure you, that everything is done by design.

I had just a shadow of vision in one eye, walking down an innocent looking street in the nations largest city, New York City. Progressing along with white cane, suddenly, huge doors swung open erstwhile, large, innocent appearing building, with sirens blaring, cars came roaring out from tunnels under the building; enough to scare anyone to death, some type law enforcement, CIA involvement. Now, Police Chief, Ray Kelly, tells us he is prepared to shoot down planes over the city. Does anyone consider the deaths of people in a falling plane? This was my instantaneous revelation, that undercover, almost without our knowing it, the world had changed. The time has come for each of us to find one thing in which we are very interested, something we can study, attempt to reveal the satanic involvement to others.

For instance, the influence of the super rich on the nation and the world. Three percent of Americans pay 52 percent of all taxes. Across the world, there is a cabal of the super rich such as multibillionaires George Soros, Richard Greenway, Warren Buffett, etc. Along with members of the Bilderbergers, royal families, who have a keen interest in population control and controlling the enslaved, along with banking.

Another, America's involvement in world warfare and what this warfare is doing to the world... economically and spiritually. For instance, a useless war in Iraq where things are probably worse now than they were before. With the tremendous loss of life and money in this war, our saying we will withdraw, we are leaving 40 of the over 500 bases which were there during the war, $2.5 billion (tanks, A/C units) in war equipment,. The American embassy will have over 1000 employees in 21 buildings. Leaving the “spoils” of warfare along with personnel, as we did in Europe, Korea, Middle East... just permits the depressed taxpayer to make the military-conspiracy richer by building more to use in other countries – Libya, Somalia, Pakistan, etc.

Next, The gay agenda influencing everything about American life, politics, education, church activity. We have God's word to go by, non ambiguous about sexual activity, homosexuality yet, denominations, churches have bought right in to the cheapening of life just as they have bought into abortion, eugenics, euthanasia.

We have seen bubbles, one after another, .com bubble, the housing bubble, the bailout bubble, perhaps there is nothing worse than hard-working, god-fearing, tax-paying parents, with young sensitive children losing their homes in a mortgage crisis. No wonder that 85 percent of the population so despise government because, in spite of what the state-controlled media, that bought and sold politicians want you to think, people are smart enough to have figured it out.

Smart enough to have figured out the contamination of their water systems with fluoride-chloride, even continuous vaccinations. The news is beginning to get around that chemicals control as well as kill. Many of us are getting the news out that the cells of the human body are starving for lack of nutrition. The average grocery cart is filled with expensive, useless, trash. There is no food value, nutrition, in GMO, synthetics and sweetened, coupon-purchased, “make believe food”. In Africa, we saw “dirt cookies” baked in the sun, sweetened, served to children, just to ease the emptiness in their stomach. Among the poorest, Africa-Asia, you never forget children holding begging bowls as they approach vehicles with tourists.

How easily Americans have become communists, totalitarians, have accepted the authoritarian way of life. The best example of this, something I will never be able to understand, “Homeowners Associations” in my city there are over 1000. you own your own home, upkeep, taxes, yard care, etc. yet gestapo-types in your neighborhood dictate to you about your house, parking, decor (outside color, window treatments, etc.). We can well understand why Representative Ron Paul is so popular with the common man. Completely unexplained, how the black minority, 20 percent unemployment, among youth 27 percent, any prospect for a job, American industry has been sent abroad (NAFTA, CAFTA, etc.: voting 95 percent democrat) American Jews, so anti Semitic sensitive (voting 97 percent democrat), closely related to the Arabs, Muslims, are seeing their wealth confiscated, above all people, should share in the preservation-cheapness of life.

Perhaps the most insulting thing Obama has said to the American people, “get out of your bedroom shoes into your marching shoes” Most of us have had little time for bedroom shoes or flip flops. No bedroom shoes, only marching-working shoes. Many of us even wore combat boots, something this president knows nothing about .

God put shoes of iron and brass on the children of Israel when they left bondage. During their forty years of wandering in the desert, their shoes and raiment never gave out. (Deuteronomy 33:25).

I have traveled every communist country, no more regulations there than here. Now, 230,000 more federal jobs-democrat votes to be added to the EPA. Word is out for a military draft. One thing you can find, most employed with government jobs, the rest guarding those employed.

Real Christians, real military veterans, real parents, the fight is now.

The Diary

In a long, blessed, exciting life, I decided, in the 1970's to buy a residence in NYC which would be a launching pad for my world travels and allow me to meet interesting people in NYC, especially around the United Nations (UN). My first purchase was a co-op apartment at 12 Beekman Place, just north of the UN, right across the street from the home of Irving Berlin and diagonally across from the South Korean Embassy. It was the same building in which the presidents of ABC and CBS lived. This was a wonderful residential area and a great opportunity for me to meet many exciting people. However, the apartment was small, and I decided if I were going to spend a week each month in Manhattan, and have that type investment in NYC, I should have a larger place.

Buying real estate, whether there or here, has never been easy for a blind man. But, as general Stonewall Jackson said, “The battle is ours, but the outcome is God's.” I knew a female broker with Charles Grenthal Co. and she told me that she wanted to sell a large apartment on 56th Street, which had become available due to financial problems of the owner. It works out that the owner, big time operator in Atlantic City, was financing this apartment for his daughter. He was desperate to sell the property due to his daughter being incapacitated. I went to the lawyer's office and actually paid for the property with my credit card, over $100k. The lawyer had never processed a sale like this previously but I told him to call my bank and make sure everything was alright. Then he said, “Give me your card.”

One of my friends, from NC, who had studied interior design, went up and helped me refurbish the new apartment. A Herculean job, considering the state of mind of the previous occupant. Evidentially, she had been hauled off to a hospital (where she later died) incapacitated by drugs. All furniture had been left, books, etc. but all the decent clothing and articles of any value had generally been removed from the apartment. It became a matter of first class cleaning, loading boxes with trash, then completely redecorating the apartment. (Which I later sold for many times what I paid for it) Here in this very room, where I'm sitting at the present, is a French Provençal armoire, which was in the bedroom, and in which I found the woman's diary/journal, a loose leaf notebook.

I had someone read the journal to me because, along with the journal, were capsules obtained from a veterinarian of barbiturates (used to put pets in their final sleep). This woman, with chemicals, had killed herself and she had kept a journal of her neurosis involved and what she was experiencing in her slow death. Along with the journal and the capsules, were photographs, even of her Jewish wedding. According to her own words, this former Columbia University student, active in the anti-nuclear war movement, an employee of the Lenblad tourist company, (located within walking distance of the apartment) had a devastating breakup with her husband because of her abortion and her acquired insanity (psychological neurosis) with her revelations concerning her feelings toward a “fringe affiliation” with God, her commitment to her Jewish heritage, and her confusion resulting from her conversations with a Catholic friend who was very pro-life.

In her anti-war staunchness, her historical study of the Jewish Holocaust and the many children who were killed there, her allegiance to the “Social Justice” group, with whom she had most of her life contacts, she tried to find justice in the killing of herself as she had allowed her unborn child to be killed. In the fact that 80% of the Jewish people are Agnostic, particularly in Israel, where she had visited, that most of her business and other contacts were Atheist, she was “tormented” by the same conscience with which God has blessed us all, in the knowledge that she had done something very sinful and this was her only method of escape. Like most educated Atheists, Agnostics, she could not get her brain around the idea that the God of the Universe could love her and in her Jewish heritage, she could not justify her life with the curses of Deuteronomy 28. The final writings were a conjecture of temperament, social justification, Jewish mysticism, and a clamoring for the forgiveness only found in the Christian faith, in the atonement of Christ, as had been presented to her by her Catholic friend.

This is another example of why abortion is so evil and such a tragedy, not only for the killing of the innocent unborn child, but for the mother of the child, whether choosing life or death, has not been given alternatives. (Adoption, single motherhood, etc.) Obviously, from reading the journal, no one assisting her in her abortion had offered her any alternatives other than the 'surgical removal' of a problem. Knowing that her husband so objected to the killing of his child, he had deserted her totally. The only person who could have assisted was her father, whose only interest was in finding his answers in gambling and alcoholism.

Simon Wiesenthal, (December 31, 1908 - September 20, 2005) was an Austrian-Jewish architectural engineer and Holocaust survivor who became famous after World War II for his work as a Nazi hunter. While working as a slave in a Nazi concentration camp, a German nurse asked him to go to a patient, who turned out to be a member of Hitler's SS troops. The German soldier, asked him if he were Jewish and then told him that he was going die and wanted a Jew to forgive him. He described to him how he and other Hitler troops had put Jewish families in a house, filled with explosives, then set the house on fire; he told him how he saw the women and children die and he wanted forgiveness from a Jew for his killing of Jews. The entire message of Wiesenthal's book Sunflower, is IF he should have forgiven him, as a Jew, for the killing of Jews.

The message comes loud and clear in the journal of this Jewish woman's mental torture, after aborting her child, her reaching out for forgiveness from someone, where because of her race, education, and others around her, she did not experience the marvelous redemption in 'sins forgiven', which comes only through grace by faith in Jesus Christ. It is the sorrow of all mankind that the lost do not find salvation in the Creator's only way of redemption. (John 14:6)